a note to hip-hop – F. Geoffrey Johnson

because i was born in the age of
miracles, earth, wind, fire, war,
temptations, and wonder
doesn’t mean i don’t know hip hop
grandmaster flash and the furious five
played on my radio after james brown
took me to the bridge
i was alive when the j5 died
and michael was born
when a prince bridged the funkadelic gap
with a new kind of freaky
and hip hop morphed from
breakdancing to krump
lyrics to rhymes
sampling to beats
bombing trains to walls
cassettes to discs
youth wear to rocawear
fad to culture
fringe to suburbs
edgy to mainstream

run-d.m.c. played “it’s like that”
and as hip hop was named
and grew and went thru
the t-phase of ice, the ice age
of cubes, back to the t-stage
of pain, i continued to channel
mtv, bet, vh1, and tv1

i’ve watched grand slam, ego trip,
scratch, xxl, the source, and vibe mags
ride high times, die, thrive, re-invent online
words like shawty define a girl
swagg a style and dope mean good
as language and symbols became entwined
writers like dondi and rammellzee
tagged trains and graffiti became the name
white commentators on mainline news
spoke words like dissed
white boys became niggaz
black boys like n.w.a., dr. dre,
snoop dogg, the notorious b.i.g., 50 cent
began to justify the use of
hateful language, claiming they were changing
definitions, making them respectful

yes, my ears were tweaked
scratching albums grated my nerves
the thought occurred, “what a waste of good albums”

i was at the birth of fubu, phat pharm,
sean john, g-unit, vocal, and ecko
i watched puff daddy change to diddy and puffy to p
ludacris sell 50,000 cds from the trunk of his car
and jay z become part owner of the new jersey nets
finding and following the entrepreneurial footprints
forged by russell simmons
as he plotted a map and laid tracks
for a subway system destined to thrive

i watched fame and time take its toll
on biggie and tupac and idol worship
become a way to declare the least of us
worthy and the best of us questionable
i watched east coast west coast become
more than a state of mind
and watched brothers hate brothers
because history’s lessons of divide and rule
weren’t learned and radio stations
wouldn’t play the truth

i’ve watched michael franti get less airtime
than lil wayne, just like scott-heron
got less airtime than superfly
i’ve watched rappers call
queens of their families by their genitalia
mothers, sisters, daughters, and nieces
called bitches and hoes, until
they had daughters of their own

i’ve watched so-called poets spit lame game
on the back of wordsmiths like scott-heron
and the last poets without giving props
until more politically and socially conscious
rappers and singers, sisters and brothers like
rakim, erykah badu, krs-1, nas, mos def,
de la soul, india arie, and arrested development
realized history and self-esteem weren’t being
recognized, and game without history ain’t game
it’s a mis-read, a nuclear bomb
targeting those most deceived

i’ve kept up with definitions as they
evolved and got to know emcees
like melle mel, kurtis blow, 2pac,
jay z, big daddy kane, eminem, common,
lyte, latifah, and lauryn hill

there were times
i tuned out lyrics ’cause they were
disrespectful of the rights we fought and died for
contemptuous of our queen and queen mothers
disavowing the love we learned to give ourselves
as we went from negroes, to black to
african-hyphenated, hyphenated
back to black, and then part this, part that
but never tuning out the development
of the culture, ’cause i didn’t die
when i turned fifty-five

i am hip hop, as i am the blues, jazz,
gospel, r&b, country, music, and life
i wasn’t born when bechet blew summertime
and monk didn’t visit me when I was a child
they didn’t turn on my table or
know they’d play on my pod
but today they are as much a part of my soul
as stevie, aretha, marvin, nina, and teddy

i’ve listened to new school disciples declare
old school dead without knowing
what school is because they refuse to go
and when they do they don’t pay attention
or practice the business of learning
i know chris brown’s tears don’t wash away
the bludgeoning he gave sister rihanna
and the example he set for the next generation

i’ve watched the old and new regimes
janelle monae, young money, monica, songz,
drake, ne-yo, usher, musiq soulchild, legend, and keys
a softer side of hip hop, light a tunnel
new music, beats, lyrics, and soundz
and know hip hop doesn’t have an age
any more than jazz, blues, r&b, gospel, or me

Compatibilist – Ken Babstock

Awareness was intermittent. It sputtered.
And some of the time you were seen
asleep.

So trying to appear whole
you asked of the morning: Is he free
who is not free from pain? It started to rain
a particulate alloy of flecked grey: the dogs

wanted out into their atlas of smells; to pee
where before they had peed, and might
well pee again – thought it isn’t

a certainty. What is? In the set,
called Phi, of all possible physical worlds
resembling this one, in which, at time t,

was written ‘Is he free who is not free – ‘
and comes the cramp. Do you want
to be singular, onstage, praised, or blamed? I watched a field of sun-
flowers dial their ruddy faces toward
what they needed and was good. At noon

they were chalices upturned, gilt-edged,
and I lived in that same light but felt
alone. I chose to phone my brother,

over whom I worried, and say so.
He whispered, lacked affect. He’d lost
my record collection to looming debt. I

forgave him – through weak connections,
through buzz and oceanic crackle –
immediately, without choosing to,

because it was him I hadn’t lost; and
later cried myself to sleep. In that village
near Dijon, called Valley of Peace,

a pond reflected its dragonflies
over a black surface at night, and
the nuclear reactor’s far-off halo

of green light changed the night sky
to the west. A pony brayed, stamping
a hoof on inlaid stone. The river’s reeds

lovely, but unswimmable. World death
on the event horizon; vigils with candles
in cups. I’ve mostly replaced my records,

and acted in ways I can’t account for.
Cannot account for what you’re about
to do. We should be held and forgiven

Rosebud – Jon Anderson

seekingstars:

There is a place in Montana where the grass stands up two feet,
Yellow grass, white grass, the wind
On it like locust wings & the same shine.
Facing what I think was south, I could see a broad valley
& river, miles into the valley, that looked black & then trees.
To the west was more prairie, darker
Than where we stood, because the clouds
Covered it; a long shadow, like the edge of rain, racing towards us.
We had been driving all day, & the day before through South Dakota
Along the Rosebud, where the Sioux
Are now farmers, & go to school, & look like everyone.
In the reservation town there was a Sioux museum
& ‘trading post’, some implements inside: a longbow
Of shined wood that lay in its glass case, reflecting light.
The walls were covered with framed photographs.
The Oglala posed in fine dress in front of a few huts,
Some horses nearby: a feeling, even in those photographs
The size of a book, of spaciousness.
I wanted to ask about a Sioux holy man, whose life
I had recently read, & whose vision had gone on hopelessly
Past its time: I believed then that only a great loss
Could make us feel small enough to begin again.
The woman behind the counter
Talked endlessly on; there was no difference I could see
Between us, so I never asked.

                             The place in Montana
Was the Greasy Grass where Custer & the Seventh Cavalry fell,
A last important victory for the tribes. We had been driving
All day, hypnotized, & when we got out to enter
The small, flat American tourist center we began to argue.
And later, walking between the dry grass & reading plaques,
My wife made an ironic comment: I believe it hurt the land, not
Intentionally; it was only meant to hold us apart.
Later I read of Benteen & Ross & those who escaped,
But what I felt then was final: lying down, face
Against the warm side of a horse & feeling the lulls endlessly,
The silences just before death. The place might stand for death,
Every loss rejoined in a wide place;
Or it is rest, as it was after the long drive,
Nothing for miles but grass, a long valley to the south
& living in history. Or it is just a way of living
Gone, like our own, every moment.
Because what I have to do daily & what is done to me
Are a number of small indignities, I have to trust that
Many things we say to each other are not intentional,
That every indirect word will accumulate
Over the earth, & now, when we may be approaching
Something final, it seems important not to hurt the land.

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